Robby Ballhause
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Once started up

I’ve got an Indian name
it’s the one who's got no brake
I have to reach my aim
don't care how long it takes
I heard my mama say
I'd beg he’d loose one leg
that he won’t climb that high
he’s a gonna break his neck
The day I got my first mobile
was a hot day in July
I had to ride that bicycle
‘till I thought I must die
from places where I used to play
with my friends by my side
I had to walk back all alone
I played there until night
older I drank beer in bars
when a fighter crossed my way
I broke his nose, tore off one ear
then I heard me say :
Once started up
I can’t slow down
like a pick-up truck
with a heavy load
from a hill into town
once started up
I can't slow down
better get off my way
‘cause I won’t brake
yes, I keep rollin’ on
I went to dancing-balls
where sweet girls shake a leg
first I didn’t like it there
they talked behind my back
they urged me for a dance
I could not find the beat
but then I came into it
‘till they all had bleedin’ feet
one girl took me to her home
she tore me in her bed
next evening she asked for a break
and this is what I said :
once started up


One for the heart

Heart knows where we should walk to
Heart knows every way
Don’t be afraid, if heart talks to you
It won’t do you any harm

Carry on, go on beating
My head’s just telling me bad lies
And brain might leave long before I go
You still beat in time

Heart’s fine and you are smiling
Heart’s sad and you may cry
Don’t be afraid, if heart talks to you
It just makes sure, you’re still alive

Carry on, go on beating
My head’s just telling me bad lies
And brain might leave long before I go
You still beat in time

Heart knows the meaning of music
Heart knows every tune
Don’t be afraid, if heart talks to you
Hear angels sing and feel groovy

Carry on, go on beating
My head’s just telling me bad lies
And brain might leave long before I go
You still beat in time


One of these nights

So, here’s again a night
I wished I’d never had again
Tears fall like rain
And everything’s just pain
Just one of these nights
The curtain falls
A look behind the walls
I’ve been hiding there
For such a long, long time
Thought your love was mine

I’ve been hurting you
You feel lonely, left alone
Forgive me babe,
Sometimes I’m a stone
In one of these nights
My head explodes
Setting all thoughts free
I’ve been hiding there
For such a long, long time

Now come and take me
Hold me, won’t you, please
Babe, don’t urge me to get down
On my knees

Maybe I have to learn
I should never be to sure
That my doing’s right
But I don’t need a cure
Like on of these nights
You better hold me tight
And take me to the light

Now come and take me
Hold me, won’t you, please
Babe, don’t urge me to get down
On my knees

You may say that I am just a dreamer
Maybe right that I have made mistakes
But like everyone I grew a little older
So please, don’t say this is the end for you and me
Don’t say it is the end for you and me


Over the mountain

You've got to carry that weight
the long stony way
over the mountain
you’ve got to carry it straight
you just got a day
over the mountain
I will be your guide
when you can't find your wav
over the mountain
I will be the light
by the end of the day
over the mountain

looking for a new home
you sail the long way
over the ocean
there are crowns of foam
and you just got a day
over the ocean
you can feel so safe
I’ll share your way
over the ocean
I will be the wave
Carry you in a day
over the ocean

You've got to pull that load
the long hot way
through the desert
got to keep on the road
you just got a day
through the desert
I will be the breeze
I’ll be cooling your way
through the desert
I will give you peace
at the end of your day
through the desert

Bridge:
Do what you want to
nobody stops you
but if you need some helping hand
I’ll be our friend


Paradise on working-day

Sitting in the sun
Watching the waves roll on the sand
Watching big fountains
Dynamite-fishing every day

And all my thoughts explode
While I watch dead fishes flow
Flow in the sea
Victims of human energy
Feed the kids DDT
Destroy them with TNT
Play with death like with a toy
Throw another little boy


Peggy

there was no rain since weeks
the air was burnin' dry
everybody was nearly dancin'
seein' big clouds in the sky
until they got it's her
comin' to cross their town
it was too late to flee
so she blew them down

it was announced she's comin'
on tv and radio
but nobody knew where to meet her
in LA or Ohio
impossible not to see her
she was big and she was tall
wearin' cloth made of clouds
rollin' like a cannonball

six men where tryin'
to keep the door in place
while the whole store was blown
from the earths surface
she took the car
she took the house
she did all she knew
Peggy blew

farmer Jack Hick had a little farm
and drinkin' was his fate
his only joy in life
was to dream and masturbate
pin-up magazines were his bible
five against willy was his game
he dreamt of the big blow
suddenly Peggy came - and Peggy blew

two days later he was found dead
in his chair with a broken neck
seems like he had been smilin'
when the roof felt in his back
little willy in his hand
pin-up on his knees
worst jokes a played by nature
there's no grace or please

six men were tryin'
to keep the door in place
while the whole store was blown
from the earths surface
she took the car
she took the house
she did all she knew
Peggy blew


Perfect love

Postman brings a letter
suddenly you're back in my life
good reason for writin'
to tell me you become someones wife

nice to hear you're allright
you were my girlfriend since our schooldays
I remember the first kiss
a tree by the river -our secret place

Refr. :
we were young
we were running and hiding
our bodies -never the soul
we were older
my skin laid upon yours
just the body - never the soul

you know I'm not jealous
but once I dreamt to be the one
we had such a good time
but someday the feeling had gone

Refr. :

Bridge.:
I hope someday I'll see you again
I still love you, my long lost friend
my feelings for you - still so strong
how could something so good
go so wrong

It could have been perfect
could have been a perfect love


Perhaps The Sand

aII around a movie
we're all actors in a play
we all need roses
some applause to feel okay
so sew new vestures
the old ones turned too grey
give us new poems
forget those of yesterday

what have you done father?
perhaps it's just been a flop
but now I'm standing here
and can't give you my life back

lookin' at all these flunkies
to which the play became a dream
a dream they're livin'
but on a different screen

what have you done mother?
and where will it end?
you tried to shape me
I became sand in your hand
the wind caught me
I tried to fly in so many eyes
of so many many scolds
to make them see their vice

perhaps someday the wind will turn
and blow sand in my own eyes
perhaps the sand will be
the judge in the play of life
the wind is the author
the boss in this cinema
until the rain comes
and turns the sand to mud


Poker-chess

all night long I’ve been running like a bishop
the straightest way would lead to hell
tried to find my way through the chaos
movin' like a knight in a heavy game
pokermen use to fool their own grandma
chessmen know all the rules
but I ever thought I was just a young boy
thought it was love, not a game

now I know, it could have been beautiful
and I know, it could have been nice, paradise

poker, poker, poker-chess
you call it love I call it poker-chess

all those nights we wasted by talkin'
talkin' 'bout things gone wrong
in these nights I started thinking like a chessman
tried to get a way out of that
now I know, they could have been beutiful
and I know, they could have been nice,
but i paid their price

poker, poker, poker-chess
you call it love I call it poker-chess

now I think that all I missed
was an open-hearted mind
I think I couldn't stand the way
I tried to hide some dirty lies

sometimes life's a game with two ladies
two pure angels -queens of love
in a chessmans' head two hours conversation
if you say this - I'll say that

if you haven't five aces, you better don't poker
you better stand like a rook
queens stay queens, they are movin' faster
you're nearly tied, like a pawn

now I know, it could have been beautiful
and I know, it could have been nice, paradise

poker poker poker-chess


Poor Busker’s Song

This is the story
of a simple young man
who was playing guitar
on the streets down in Spain
buskin' for money and for his life
for his two young kids
his home and his wife

one day he was playin'
on the streets of Madrid
where some sell sunglasses
some are sellin' shit
dealers were runnin'
policemen did chase
the busker was caught
they found "H" in his case

Refr.
and it all
could just have begun
all of a sudden
and everything's gone
rinsing away
memories with his tears
as they became truth
his deepest fears

Well, he could never prove
it wasn't his stuff
and the judge said
"I think, two years are enough"
"Enough", thought the busker
“to destroy my life,
to take what I've got,
my kids, home and wife”

Refr.

The busker went crazy
behind all that walls
like all desperate people
he made his last fault
a self-made knife
a guard as hostage
then shot dead on the run
by a young man his age

Refr.


Promises

I said, I’d need time
To find what I’m looking for
I found out one thing
Promises were made in vain

With everything I ever get
I’m looking for some more
With everything I ever got
I miss the one I had before

Please, slow down my friend
Take you time to talk real words
Like you’ve done before
All the times we were hurt

With every piece of truth I find
I want to find some more
With every new friend I love
I want to love you all


Rockin’ dwarfs

I walked over mountains
I had crossed a field
when I met a fairy
standing by the trees
she asked where you going?
I said I search for truth
I guess that I have lost it
the days I call my youth
she took me
to the cave of rocking dwarfs
rocking dwarfs

I couldn’t trust my eyes
but sound was in my ears
I saw a one-foot band
dwarfs rockin’ hand in hand
I thought I must be dreamin’
with open mouth I stared
but the fairy’s hand in mine
was as real a the bench we shared
she took me
to the cave of rockin’ dwarfs
rockin’ dwarfs

I said I got experience
said I’ve seen a lot
but this show can’t be true
it is magic made by you
she answered stop your talkin’
just see and hear ‘em sing
and you’ll find what you look for
in everything you’re believin’
find your way
to the cave of rockin’ dwarfs
rockin’ dwarfs

Her words have been so simple
but the meaning is so deep
now, whenever something’s dread
a dwarf sings in my head
I spread my ears like sails
and open up my eyes
and I try to see the truth then
and I try to see true lies
I’ve been down
to the cave of rockin’ dwarfs
rockin’ dwarfs


Sometime love’s aint enough

You came late at night
with a bag in your hand
askin' through tears
is there some room for rent?
I said “certainly, sir, come be my guest
you look like someone who needs a rest”

We sat in the kitchen
talkin' no word
coffee-water was boilin'
we heard the first bird
you tried to talk to me
tears mute your voice
so I told you my story
about girls and boys

It seemed so easy now you start to discuss
no need to tell me I've been on the same bus
how could something so fine go so tough
sometimes love ain't enough
sometimes love ain't enough

He said “you got it man
that ' s why I'm here
I sensed it would happen
it's been my deepest fear
now that it's over
it seems to be fate
there's nothin' to save
it is too late

The way back to presence
is so hard to climb
I've been away
for such a long time
'cause love is no feeling
love is a land
and she was just a lover
but never a friend

It seemed so easy. ...

It isn't magic -there is a rule
and if you don't follow -you'll be the fool
if it should last forever
not just one night of grace
she's gotta have more
than a pretty face


Song to the night

hey Mr.Sandman,
you brought some trouble to my eyes
so tell me nice stories
but please tell me no lies
I don't know if tomorrow will come
so stay near
I'm full of fear
there's nobody else in here

hey Mr.Moonshine,
your light stabbed into my brain
oooh I'm afraid,
try to wake up but in vain
I don't know if I'll wake up again
so let it be
Can’t you see?
I don't want you to play your jokes on me

oh hey, Mr.Sunshine
wake up, make me live again
I think I have to die
oh hey, Mr.Death
stay away I hate this magic
I think I'm gonna cry

oh dawn, oh dawn, oh dawn bring me back home
'till dawn, 'till dawn, 'till dawn I'll be alone
oh dawn, oh dawn, oh dawn bring me back home
'till dawn, 'till dawn, 'till dawn I'm on my own
oh dawn, oh dawn, oh dawn bring me back
home


Talkin’ too much

I've told stories
but this is the truth
saw her standin'
in a telephone-booth
legs up to my shoulders
like made out of chrome
I was a stammerin'
xy-chromosome

and she laughed
and her dark eyes
shone like stars from above

she said :
you're talkin' too much
instead of givin' me love
she said
you're talkin'too much
instead of startin' to touch

I said sorry, mam
but you might have got me wrong
it's just that I've been
alone far too long
but I don't want you to think
that I think what you think
I was stackin' words
I was losin' the link

and she laughed …

her legs made me weak
I got weak in the legs
when some hours later
we still lay on her bed
said I never met
such a woman like you
I just can't believe
this story is true

and she laughed…
Tame bird

When I was young
I dreamt I could fly
like an eagle
high in the sky
when I was older
I went to worlds' end
'till the winter morning came
then I ran back home again

sister adventure
and brother surprise
the best companions
I had in my life
we travelled together
we walked hand in hand
'till the winter morning came
then I ran back home again

Refr. :
Thought it was all right
now longing for the moonlight
wanna see a star bright
but I'm here in my cage
wanna hear the sea shore
I don't need more
don't know what I'm here for
I just forgot to fly away,
I’m a tame bird - I stay

I got what I need
it's more than I can afford
sold my dreams for plastic
my freedom for gold
my cage is of silver
my image so bold
when the winter morning came
I felt I'm gettin' old

Refr.

Bridge.:
Well, you have to make decisions
you have to find a way
but the times I wanna go
I fall on my knees and pray
not to lose my mind the night
the geese fly away
and I remain the same bird
how will stay


The Change

now it's no more as hard as you used to think
it won't tear you apart, your ship won't sink

Spring has opened your heart
now you'd like to sing
you step out of the dark
and spread you wings

and as they all shout "you're flyin' too high"
you are just laughin' wondering why

Spring has opened your heart
now you'd like to sing
you step out of the dark
and spread you wings

forgotten all the days you died
no thoughts to the nights you cried
no mirrors with tear-stained eyes
no selfcompassion no lies

you come home from work, your wife's dressed for the ball
she says weather was fine, you say there was more light in the hall
a ringing tears apart your ears, she's running to the phone
eight hours hidden words in your throat turn to stone

and you are lookin' for an answer
looking for lost love
you can't find the answer
why things turn rough

easy to say "let things go their way"
if you got nothing to lose
but how many aches will it take
when love urges you to choose - me or you

Lookin' at old scars you’re laughing, dancing down the street
you quit your job but you're still standin' on your feet

Spring has opened your heart
now you'd like to sing
you step out of the dark
and spread you wings


The cold times

something more became cold
something more is known and old
more & more feelings die
as a child I used to cry
now I beat against the wall
I break bottles in the hall
and as I smash another bone
as I'm dying' on the phone

I wish we could stay together
through the cold weather

how I love your crazy way
love the things you say
and when he laughs and when she smiles
I can run another hundred miles
not another blind rhetoric talk
written down with bloomy colour chalk
no dead conversation between cousins
it's just another step into the coffin

I need you to stay together
through the cold weather
sharing the cold
stormy weather
sharing a heart
walk through the weather
sharing the cold

once I had a crazy dream
funny to describe the scene
I ran naked through the snow
pretty cold but warm at a blow
you were dancing' on the lake
perfect skating' without mistake
you all were as light as flies
I approach and you crack into the ice

oooh why can't we stay together
through the cold weather?


The Geese Fly South

So cold now
like everything's ice
so dark now
as if there never was again
light that I can see

the same way everyday
too well-known the places to notice a change
too close the eyes
too numb the brain
too used to the torture
to feel any pain

be aware -drive away your fears
feel easy in a different atmosphere
do like we do
the geese fly south
we too, we too

just another shock in the night
just one more time black or white
some takin' a knife
some don't stay alive
just another spot on the city floor
someone findin' the door

be aware -drive away your fears
feel easy in a different atmosphere
do like we do
the geese fly south
we too, we too


The last to know

Train is ridin' through the night
lot's of tons behind two bright headlights
on their way to cross the land
just a simple step between the tracks
the smell of sweat there's no way back
what a way to lose a friend

we had been mates since school
we both had to learn the rule
that life is not a joke
but you tried to check out if it's true
you walked so far I could not help you
when the thin ice broke

you're not the only fool
I felt just the same
here I'm on my feet again
so if you're down and out
and got no place to go
don't let me be the last to know

Here's a song to all my friends
too far away to grab my hand
when they need a little hope
and if you come I hope I'm strong
no black no white no right no wrong
don't wanna talk like a fuckin' pope

you're not the only fool…..

don't get me wrong
it's just that I can't stand
to be a helpless witness
losin' my friends
but I have to know
so don't let me be
the last to know


The Last Miles

hope this will be my last stop on the way back home
I remember Athens, it was just two days ago
hitch-hiked all the way up to here, now it's late at night
please don't leave me standing here, come give me a ride

Babe, see me roam
I've been away too long
open up your arms
babe I’m comin' home

think of nights in Italy, lyin’ on the beach
with bullets flyin' in the air, what a lovely place
on Crete it had been the same, when I crashed on a roof
and always just one thought, "is my guitar bullet-proof?”

Babe, see me roam
I've been away too long
open up your arms
babe I’m comin' home

just in Belgrade they wanted my guitar and not my life
but I had same good arguments, a thirteen inch long knife
so I ran back to the road, through cold wind and rain
thought when I had stopped a truck, „I'll never come here again”

Babe, see me roam
I've been away too long
open up your arms
babe I’m comin' home

now I’m gettin' pretty tired, lay my head on my rucksack
dreamin' of all the lovely places, and good guys I met
dreams were pullin’ me back south when suddenly I feIt a kick
a truck-driver smiles at me and says: “boy, can I give you a lift?"

Babe, see me roam
I've been away too long
open up your arms
babe I’m comin' home


The new day

close your eyes
and leave the world behind
feel alright
this darkness is of another kind
sometimes as dark as dead
sleeping deep in your head
your soul suddenly slips away
sometimes as bright as a day
the sun shines
everything is okay
so good
it leaves a tear in your eye

fall asleep
but not too deep, not like dying
you might grow cold
nobody cares, nobody's crying
a moment you don't notice and it's late
too late to get afraid
death just means pain
to those who live on
a broken body that reminds
of a time you left behind
and some love
you wanted to give


Time’s gettin’ fine

I've heard stories how sweet love can be
but I had no luck, always shakin' the wrong tree
I've been down ways, I heard every man must walk
and while I did I just heard the same old talk
I've been a sinner, and a sinner I will stay and I grew older, but wisdom stays away
thought I'd grew an old man, of that bitter kind
without any future but just memories on my mind
times were so hard and bad days I've been though tongues razor-sharp, but then baby I found you
and time's gettin'fine
everything will be allright
time's gettin' fine
the sun did never shine that bright
love's not easy, with you it isn't too
but the blame was on me, it had never been on you
I'm no rich man I've to work hard for my life
but others have one job, I've chosen five
still I've not made it, perhaps I never will
but I am still singin' and I still get the thrill
so please stop cryin' and don't be that hard with me
that I'm still the same I've been when you married me
times were so hard and bad days we've been through tongues razor-shape, but babe I still love you
and time's gettin' fine
everything will be allright time's gettin' fine
the sun did never shine that bright


To my crazy friends

to you and everyone, I call my friends
yes, to the crazy ones, I'd like to reach my hands
because of you I live, perhaps 'cause of you I'll die
and just to you I give and just to you I smile

once there was a lady, she was standing on the throne
the night sky was the ceiling, she'd like to call her own
and she was a prophet, saying' the earth will die
I said "I wonder why", she said "there are no stars in the sky"

Refr. :
ooooh, and it makes me wonder
if you're still sleepin' deep
with your sweet, sweet dreams
and ooooh, I don't wanna know
where you are going
at the end of the show

and there were the Steelers, playing' another game
in another stadium or a schoolyard, well, it's all the same
and they are just crazy, and no one’s made of steel
and they are not cold, as everyone can feel

(Refr.)

and there was a band, playing' strange music
working' hard and hand-in-hand, I think I didn't miss one gig
and they're all hoping' secretly to become the stars
and I wish them all the best, and hope they will get far

(Refr.)

well, I knew a lot of dreamers and I knew a lot of freaks
knew some harmless junkies, somehow strong and somehow weak
but I'll never tell a name, there are too many spies
people bored by a life that consists of rumours and lies

End-Refrain :
ooooh, and it makes me wonder
if you are still sleeping' deep
with your sweet, sweet dreams
and ooooh, sometimes I'd like to know
where we're all going
at the end of the show


Turn out the light

You once were just like the sun
your light shone bright
one big head full of ideas
and sweet dreams held tight
changer of the world
you knew what's wrong what's right
keeper of the only truth
said you are against all might

The last time I saw you
with that funny girl
you said you are in love
and she fits to you
she gave you everything
you gave her nothing but a smile
when love had gone she wanted
to stay alone a while

Refr.:
I heard you callin' out
her name
when it was time
to walk away again
there were voices at night
when you started to fight
you turned out the light

Telephone rings in the night
and a knockin' on her door
you were seen climbin' round her house
and sleepin' on the floor
hey you fat drunk freak
better stay away
you never knew style
but don't you know that’s not okay?

Refr.


Victims

The natural smile of a two year old child
stabs into my mind
did you ever wonder 'bout children’s laughter
the reasons are easy to find
what we've done to them till today
tomorrow will have fade
and what they have to go through
they'll notice only when it's too late

Refrain:
victims of hate
a teenage love will be your fate
when your parents' love affair
will turn grey with their hair
victims of love
if you will get old enough
think about these days
the child’s laughing face

you're not just a child on earth
society’s new member
we'll show you life's more than a smile
and you always will remember
mother beats you 'cause she's full at love
and you're daddy’s pride
be happy if you're all they ever wanted
no result of a careless night

Refrain

the first time you ran away you weren't free you were afraid
and as they brought you back home, mama’s eyes were full of hate
papa drank a beer and watched TV, and mama did cry
neighbours were talking and rumours walking the first time you tried to die

you lie in the arms that feign love
arms that could break your neck
they are afraid it you go away
and they beat you when you're back
suspicious eyes drill holes in your head
if you come home with a friend
the words about your feet under their table
seem to have no end

Refrain

they want you to became their mirror, a badge to show everywhere
the fine behaviour in discount clothes, a hand touches your dressed hair
wave a last goodbye, they send you to war, into the field or into life
'till you sit in the metro, people talking to themselves, and you see
the smiling child, ooh this child, ooh child - smile on
Refrain


What a joke

I still remember
when I was a teen
small and thin
and full of dreams
three boys came
it started with tips
as I protested
a fist on my lips

oh what a joke
can't you hear me laughin'?
scared to the bones
I was shakin' fast
oh what a joke
when tears are comin'
hurt my pride
hurt my soul

when I was older
feelin' safe and strong
thought that noone
could do me wrong
but soon I learned
there was more than beats
also lies, injustice
drive the heat

oh what a joke
can't you hear me laughin'?
scared to the bones
I was shakin' fast
oh what a joke
when tears are comin'
hurt my pride
hurt my soul

why is everybody hurting each other?
it's a livin' in a third-world land
people are afraid to trust each other
kids are livin' on quicksand

oh what a joke
can't you hear me laughin'?
scared to the bones
I am shakin' fast
oh what a joke
when tears are comin'
hurt my pride hurt my soul


Wrecks

Sitting drunk on a chair
And life is floating by
Looks as if you just don’t care
And forgot the reason why
But you still keep it in your head
And try to leave it there
Because the ball of pain’s too big
The throat too narrow
Hard to get air

Why do they all try
To make a fool out of me
Laugh about me “hey, the misunderstood”
When they’re unable to tell me

Why they’re laughing and why they’re lieing
Why they’re killing and still smile
Why they’re ruling and why they’re fooling
And drink wine while freedom dies

From the moment you find out their reasons
You don’t talk to them no more
‘cause you know there’s no sense
They won’t listen to you

Now you found out they’re just living wrecks
Ships that can’t sail stormy seas
Chickens that have to stay in their eggs
Cause they threw away the key

On and on you’re just another bloody bustard
No grace to mom and dad
And that while they were already happy
To be affected with another nervous wreck
For years you had to hang on their teats
Now time has come to cut life’s chord
And with your fantasy still unwinded
Your new faith will be your sword
I know some of your kind
So no fear, we’re not alone
We’re the candidates of suicide
But our doubts will be our throne

Chickens have to stay in their eggs
Cause they threw away their doubts
Ships can’t sail stormy seas
Eagles afraid of clouds…


You’ve got the power

hangin' round all day
I'm just wastin' my time
everybody is on holiday
I have always known
I can't live alone
but why does it have to be that way?
I need a little animation
need some gas to make my motor run
everybody else seems to have a good time
I'm standing in the rain
when you're not there I'm aware

you've got the power
you are full of energy
you can make things runnin'
make things funny
a satisfaction guarantee

after fourteen days
I can't stand it no more
and I start to move a lot of things
repair all their stuff
takin' care of plants
just to forget that I don't have wings
I have to be a workaholic
or I'll lose my mind from being alone
and when they come back home and see what I’ve done
they fall into my arms
I hear 'em pray and they say:

you've got the power..


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